About me...

I am a girl who likes cooking... coocing is like making art for me...  i put in there  everything: a lot of love, all my  heart and my soul - ALL OF ME!
And then i eat it! :D  hihihiiiii... ( of course i like to share it too..  i am not jelous )
Yes! You guessed it... I also love to eat. :) I am a "Big eater"!!!!!

Why raw vegan and how i started my challenge
I have always been a little bit extremist in my life, my character is like this. But this i did not start because of my extremism, on the contrary - for the most impotrant thing in our life - HEALTH! Because when you dont have health - what have you got? we have to take care of our body in which we live... this is the home of our sole.. the only home that our sole has.
And then of course i do it for the animals...but this was afterwards.
I always loved eating everything... not so much meat though...( specially the pork meat... it hurt me ... something in it did not fit to my body .. also other meats it was discusting for me .. i did not excactly think of the reasons that time but i did not like it) well.. but i always loved to share my food with the animals though

In the end my health gave up...I became intolerant almost for everything i ate ( well .. at least it seemed so) I was intolerant for onions, garlic, yeast, eggs, gluten, lactose ..etc. everything i ate made me a lot of pain.. not just pain it was more than that, it was a constant unbearable pain that often put me in hospital. I was eating loads of medicines ..painkillers etc..
The fresh fruits and vegetables were controindicated by the doctors. It seemed to me that whatever i ate made me feel only the pain..sometimes more sometimes less.. i was a wreck. To have at least a little bit of energy i ate a lot of chocolate. Often only chocolate - I became a choclate junky.
For 9 years chocolate was my life!
I lost a lot of weight and i was underwieght almost anorexic. Until even choclate turned against me and started to give me even more pain.
But i did not give up with chocolate i started to find the healthy way how i could still eat it. So i found these courses where they teach you how to make natural raw chocolate without lactose, gluten and so on...

During the course i found out that my chocolate teacher Horre Saluste was a  raw vegan. And as i did not know anything about this kind of life style... it started to take it interest to it.. because the chocolate did not make me feel pain.. it was like a medicine that i had never had.. so i started to ask more about this life style... As Horre was my neighbour for a while... I started to hang out there.. I found out that he was living together with other people who had the same life style... I found out that this was not just a food they eat... but a way of living... they were all very athletic (like me i always loved sport... i go running everyday... even back then), spiritual, (yoga.etc),  open minded and full of life energy. Like me... but the pain killed it that time..
So i found a new way of life... something that i had always been looking for...
I started to learn more about it from internet... found a lot of stuff... but the most impotrant thing was the book i found - Douglas Graham "80/10/10" In this book i found all the anwers i needed...  And my questions where: Why raw vegan?  How does it work? and most important thing - how to cure yourself eating raw vegan?
So i gave it a try.... started to eat raw vegan..
After 2 weeks... the pain was gone... I felt more energy... i was LIVE AGAIN!! The SUN was out again!! I felt my soul, mind and body happily glowing again.

Everyday i found out something new about this new world, about me, about my new LIFE!
I started to eat a lof of fruits and vegetabes.. And i found my self having a lot of fun in the kitchen creating new dishes which were way better from the old ones... the dishes that gave health and happiness - LIFE! Plus they were waaayyyyy more tasty!